This year ... Training Days
Friday, December 31, 2010
Late Period New Medication
unless I threw in my entire life together and at times I have wanted and sometimes not (I have never let you win). I spent 7 months in therapy (as in the book of Pollarolo "2 times per week). I found that not even knew pain hurt and fears that do not even know you had.
The karma has been strong and I returned the worst things I've done (just now what I have come to realize me being the worst). At work and on the bench I have not done anything wrong (how ironic life was all that was not clear last year).
I completely changed my certainties, my faith, my all my love and devotion are no longer holy in the relationship that I have for three years with a guy (actually just a kid, not a man who sometimes dresses in sport, but almost always like working in an office) , and now I do not know where it will stop. However, my certainty is not there and my faith and trust in him, for the simple and plain reason that I do not know if I put my trust, faith and reason in someone. Now my certainties are different: I love my family (but sometimes can not bear to spend too much time with them), that I love my friends and I know they're not going to leave and always will be when needed, I can always get better things life, whatever happens I'll be fine and I'll never stop writing (even on this blog once a month).
At 12 pm I'll try not much in the cabals believer out (although in all past years have given me the reason), take money in the pockets and a red truz (say for love.) And although my pole has yellow jackets will not matter if I like or not the grapes. I wish you all the same I want for me, as I'm looking for: peace, tranquility, good love from all sides, a job you love that you never feel that it is torture, success at the professional level, close circles, take important decisions that allow them to move forward and ensuring that the their secret desires, those who do not write, those who did not even tell you the will aloud.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
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not have to do with sex. Never mind the sex. That not the main thing ... The important thing is ... waking up with someone ... Share the spoon ... that's the important thing spoon ... Knowing that if he becomes a bad guy, somebody ... That's a metaphor, bad guys never get ... Waking up with the wind, a warm belly, the person you love breathing on your shoulder ... That is ... the spoon.
Imaginaires Les Amours (2010) Thursday, December 23, 2010
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Red Rose
Lizard, thanks for that red rose, I loved the detail.
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Red Rose
(Ita.Mex)
give me a rose unattainable red
close my eyes to perceive the smell
Imagining that is your soul that fills me
caressing mine, much needed
you give me a deep red rose
your kiss And I imagine each of
petals close my eyes to feel them land on my lips and whispered softly
your name, which always accompanies me Rosa
red as I provoke intense love
which is rooted firmly at the side of my heart
that fit in the spines of your absence, while
clinging to life late in the hope of getting back to you .
A strong stem holds the beautiful pink, red
as the strong love that grew
day clings to live in the depths of my soul, who loves you madly
in the hope of love and return to be matched .
give me a rose unattainable red
close my eyes to perceive the smell
Imagining that is your soul that fills me
caressing mine, much needed
you give me a deep red rose
your kiss And I imagine each of
petals close my eyes to feel them land on my lips and whispered softly
your name, which always accompanies me Rosa
red as I provoke intense love
which is rooted firmly at the side of my heart
that fit in the spines of your absence, while
clinging to life late in the hope of getting back to you .
A strong stem holds the beautiful pink, red
as the strong love that grew
day clings to live in the depths of my soul, who loves you madly
in the hope of love and return to be matched .
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! love you!
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Monday, December 13, 2010
Dry Cough In 6 Month Old
December will end and he will go one of the strangest year of my life. I could not say it was bad but could not tell which was the best. This year I met
happiness, total happiness, that makes you think that you have everything in life. I touched and I had even a moment that gives me the certainty of knowing that there is, but I also brought to mind an old certainty: that happiness is not for me.
This has been a year of training, as my psychologist, by preparation to start seeing the glass half full rather than half empty. And it has not been easy, has been very hard. Work, pendejerete boyfriend, family and change, I have never liked the changes. It was difficult to get used to so many things ...
has also been a year of new knowledge, testing. Before I had the certainty that one does not die of love, now I have also assured that I can be alone (and oh, paradox, I'll never be alone). If last year was a year to rediscover my family, this has been a year to find my second family: my friends, and realize that they're more than enough for me to be happy, they make all my days are a bit of my birthday, a little Christmas, a little on the day of the woman, a little wonder. The other day I talked to my mom about this year and she paused a moment as one assessment without knowing that if this had been a good year for me. Looked at me and said this had not been a good year, and I replied that I would rather see it as "a year of personal growth." 24 months ago, I repeat my challenge is to grow and I think this year-even if it did not intend to, "I had to grow a little force.
I had to give up many things, to ideas, dogmas, frames. I had to prove myself. I separated with pain but without feeling that life was going, rearranging my room and even a natural beauty and irony. I have friends with reluctance, in anger, pain and now with a very calm quiet that at times I get bored. I felt so stupid, so senseless, so stupid. I wanted to run, hide, go into the world, become a dictator, playing at being poor, making up silly theories. In the end I finished where I should have been a long time ago looking for help, and many things have come out of that trunk with key, things that do not even know existed, things that do not even know if they were wrong.
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